Say So!

"Lord, We don't know if we have enough faith for this?"

Heavenly Father, those you love, your imperfect child, saved by your amazing grace, who is so unworthy to come before Your presence needs a miracle. This season has been unfathomable, relentless and unending, but we trust You according to Proverbs 3:5-6.

We have learned so much about You during our crisis and are very grateful for Your wisdom, but we are asking, pleading that You end this season. End it, so that relief, peace, purpose and prosperity can prevail. Remove the cloud and let us only see Your glory. Transparency is the hallmark of our relationship God, and You know, we are weary beyond anything anyone in the natural can imagine. People remain baffled by our faith and it baffles us at times, but Lord, "We don't know if we have enough faith for this?"

We have extended ourselves in every way to stand in the midst of adversity, recited every ounce of scripture, given time, money, talent, and hoped against hope to believe. Lord, still, we don't know if we have enough faith to get to the other side of this. We don't need prayers that say, "Help our unbelief" because we know You are faithful and work everything together according to Your purpose. We know in due season we will reap. We know this light affliction - though not so light at all is for a moment and You will eventually bring us out. Still, we just don't know if I have enough faith to produce the miracle.

We are beyond weary in well doing, worn, fragile and can be broken at any moment. We are confused and perplexed and honestly feeling a bit forsaken by You. So today, we are articulating what You already know, trying not to be moved by feelings because they compete with faith. Still, your beloveds are in great and desperate need! Move the mountains and if you are not ready to bring forth the answer, be unto us like Moses in Exodus 17:12, so we can muster up enough strength to stand in adversity to complete what you have called us to do, in Jesus name.